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I'm a bad online friend.

Fri Jul 24, 2009, 2:34 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
Wow. Well over three months before I've talked to anybody here. Should I even come back? I know at least one person is mad at me for my lack of communication. I haven't talked to her in so long, especially when she needed it the most (which I felt much shame over), now I'm even afraid to try again. Why did I do that? So stupid...(knees head)
I have no excuse. A number of things lead to my falling out (such as the loss of the 14th Order, which I still feel I could've saved), but I still could've come back. I dunno...lately I've lost my will to do art. I haven't doodled anything in months. I guess after I failed a drawing course I was taking...and dropped out of my design 2 class...I just don't feel like doing art anymore. But I still could've come back and at the very least said something, instead of burying it like i did...(sigh)
I'm not even sure if I still want to do this. Maybe I SHOULD just leave permanently, and wait for sweet, sweet death.....if I do, then this'll probably be the last I'll be heard of.
Again, I give no excuses, nor do I expect any apologies...I just, for the longest time, didn't CARE. And I feel bad about it.....really bad.

Gone fishin'.

Fri May 22, 2009, 2:53 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: fishing stories
  • Reading: To Kill A Mockingbird
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: RockBand (drums FTW)
  • Eating: fish, I hope
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi...still
See you guys Monday. Imma be fishin for Memorial Day weekend. Here's hoping I catch the big one!

Almost done wiff college.

Thu May 14, 2009, 9:57 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Last concert
  • Reading: Star Wars expanded universe
  • Watching: my grades
  • Playing: Brawl
  • Eating: instant alfredo
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi...still
So, I'm back, I suppose. I kinda went on an unofficial break for college and forgot to tell anybody. Oops. Sorry for anybody who thought I was dead, I needed to take time off to focus. But I should be all good now, I think.
Ugh, I am THIS close to getting a summer's break...providing I don't get a job. Don't get me wrong, I need the money pretty bad, to get a Mac book (at this point, both Windows and [maybe] Linux can kiss my :censored:) as well as st:censored:er armor. (<- THAT one's a surprise. I'll submit a picture when it's done.)
I'll try to get some more stuff pumping out, I've hit a point of sheer inactivity. Again, sorry for the large, long absence. I'm...fairly...sure I was even slightly missed. :-P
Gotta get to bed. I got a math final in 8 hours, and I think I've studied as much as I can. Wish me luck. :pray:

Emotes...hmm.

Thu Mar 19, 2009, 6:03 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Danse Macabre (Op. 20)
  • Reading: nuthin
  • Watching: DSi demo videos
  • Playing: Brawl
  • Eating: Pizza Hutt
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi
Everytime I open up that window to look at the list of emotes, at makes my whole Internet provider crash. Is this a problem everybody else is getting, or is my computer simply breaking bit by bit beyond repair?
In other news, where is everybody? Doods? Doodettes? (meek voice) anybody?

Budwiser is teh SHIET.

Tue Mar 17, 2009, 3:21 PM
  • Mood: Sunny Mood
  • Listening to: Danse Macabre (Op. 20)...then the Beer Song XD
  • Reading: Faerie Wars, for lack of anything else
  • Watching: some movie, hell, I dunno.
  • Playing: Brawl, for lack of anything else
  • Eating: I'm chewing gum right now, does that count?
  • Drinking: what do you think?
Almost to forgot to wish you happy bastards a Happy Saint Patrick's Day. I'd blame the beer, but I really haven't gotton started yet; I expect that all my family will sit outside tonight, passing around the Bud Lights and Budwisers and other assorted goodies. After all, the weather's nice outside...for this time of year, anyway.
So yeah, I'll slap something in here real quick-a-like. Although, I'll be kind of busy, so if it's bad or not up here, plz don't hold it against me. Kthnxbai.

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